March 1, 2007

• Time Machine

  
  Time Machine.

  I brought my little brother and sister to a kid's party today, the
  party was hosted by the elementary school, it consisted of many math
  games. My little brother and sister insisted on finishing all the games
  before leaving. The thing is,these games are hosted every
  month; and the games are pretty much the same each party, I told them "What's the
  point of coming back the next time if you've played all the games this
  time?" they both gave me the silent treatment, so I pointed at their shirts and asked "hey what's on your shirt?" and they both looked down -- then I sucker-punched them in the noses...no really, I started thinking about time machines.

  Time machine
  is probably a subject that most of us think about at times. I've always
  wondered, if I didn't
  do this or have done that...what would've happened? There are things happened in the past that somehow made all of us wish that we
  could go back.

  But for the most part, I'll need to give it to the rapper The Game:
  "If I could start my life from scratch I wouldn't change shit." ...it's
  true. If I were given a chance back in time all over again, even with
  the knowledge of what will happen, I'll still fuck up.

  Why? It's
  not that I'm all dumb and stupid that I'll keep repeating the
  same mistakes, it's just that, even if we go back in time we'll still face
  the unknown, and without any precaution or acknowledgement of what is
  ahead of us we'll still make mistakes, those of which that we'd wish we'd go back again.

  Time keeps moving forward and is not
  reversible, that's why we value the past so much; if time machine
  were ever, ever to be invented, I doubt our memories would be as
  precious as they seem now. It's impossible to play all the games in
  life and not lose something; nobody makes the perfect decision for
  themselves, even if they did, they'd wonder how it'd be like if they
  did other wise.

  It's not like I should live my life being all happy about the bad things that happened, or do whatever the hell I want in the years to come; but it's rather to learn and try to avoid similar experiences that made me want to go back in time, the REALLY BAD ones, and try to hold on to the moments I know I'll cherish...and this is probably the upmost classical case of "easier said than done!"

  Live on!

  Oh by the way, I just like this picture; loading at least one picture for every update has become a habbit for me.

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