January 4, 2010
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Back to…
Back to Taiwan… Back to Life… never been to Manhatthan, but this song suits the feeling well.
Strangest feeling, always get this when I leave… I don’t know where I belong, feeling kind of blue, feeling kind of lost, feeling like not knowing where is home.
“What a fool I was, thinking I could live in both worlds…
It’s just a train plane ride away,
I know nothing about leaving,
but I know I should do it today…”
I’ve had a blast in this trip though, the memories will be gratefully reminisced…
Going back to the places of my loved ones, knowing it’ll be some time before I know I can finally settle down there… quite saddening… but hey, when I am finally there in some unkown years, will things still be the same? I guess…it’s all in the bittersweetness of not having it all.
What if I really could and did have it all? Maybe all I wanted would be more. Who knows?
I guess I should just look at what I do have and be as content as I can be, although that just seems corny, but really that’s all I can do.
I’ve actually got a load of shit to do and shouldn’t spend time being emo right now.
Each second that goes by feeling all depressed about some overly-thought bullshit is another chance missed to appreciate how great this life really is.
Things to do in 2010:
1. Expos
2. More Expos
3. Developing more markets.
4. Do something about my tiny little savings.
5. Get in shapes with them treadmills.
6. Visit new places.
7. Stay busy, but never without a goal.Happy 2010 Folks! WE ARE THE FUTURE!
Comments (4)
Let me know early when you come back next time, I’ll plan a trip for us. Somewhere in the US, but not Vegas…
sure, i’m actually unsure if i’ll be back due to my scheduled expos in the summer, but will stay in touch with you regardless.
I was just listening to 17 by David Tao on YouTube. I really miss you and all the trips we took to Cupertino back in the days. I’m sorry that I wasn’t available to do that with you this time around, so I owe you a bowl of beef noodle next time you’re back. Take care brotha.
same here man; it’s all good i know you’re an occupied man, do what you gotta do! thanks for the great dinner and all the other stuff, we had our fun, stay connected, stay healthy, till next time!