August 7, 2009
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T_True tear generators…
This is why music is one of the greatest thing in life…
I’m part drunk, part crying, ALL EMO…
I miss all my homies/girls, I miss Shadow, I love my family, I am grateful that I am here, I will do all that I can, I love my life, I appreciate the world…all at this moment, I hope it never goes away!
I don’t even know why I’m so emotionally invested in Shadow, everytime I think about her, I think about how dogs only live to about 10-15 years, I keep thinking that every year I don’t see her is like every 5-8 years for my time. She’s a dog and she doesn’t know that time is going by so quickly… I wish I could spend more time with her; I wish I wasn’t so mad at her before. I miss everything about Shadow so much… I know she’s well and taken care of, I know she’s a dog and she probably doesn’t remember me, I just know that time is short and I really wish she’s next to me now…
